08-16-2010, 09:59 PM
I posted a thread about wanting to do acid or shrooms, and i wrote what happened on shrooms in that old thread. But since then i tried acid 2 times, the first time i didnt trip and neither did who i was with. But we did feel pretty strange. Second time i had some really good acid that sombody got for me. It came in after like 40 mins. I realized it was coming on when i was sitting in a circle of people smoking weed at the park, i didnt want to smoke but since i started tripping i didnt realize and smoked kind of alot. That made it come in way too hard i think. We had to leave the park due to it closing soon so we got in our sitters car, there was 4 of us tripping. And we were driving to sonic for some reason. And i started to get super uncomfortable, and i started to hallucinate a bit. Then my mind was so fucked up. It was wayyyy too intense and crazy at this point. We were sitting in the car talking about random stuff. But i was having an aweful time and some how hiding it pretty well. When i saw people or heard my self talk, i would hear and or see, the other ways the situation could be going. Like i would think people were yelling at me or crying or freaking out but really just acting normal. I saw all the emotions happening at the same time, it was really really really horrible. I wish i could explain it better. And i was thinking that i knew how time and everything works, which i hated the feeling of. I felt the time moving by. when we got to sonic i just wanted to get my self to feel better cause i knew i was having a bad trip so far. SO i just jumped out of the car to look at the menu at sonic. But we were lookking at it for a while, then i went back to the car and we ordered, but then i realized that i forgot to order something. My friend who was sitting us said i started to look really sad because i wanted to get something. and he wanted to cheer me up so he gave me a hot can of coke that had been sitting in the sun all day. it was so bad i threw it out of the window. the reason i relized why my trip was bad, was because i wasn't in the back seat with everyone else tripping and i felt alone. So i jumped back with them, it was so crowded. we were starting to all hallucinate a lot. and one of the girls just didn't trip, she started to trip. but then she stopped so we took her home, but we had NOOO idea what the hell was going on. our sitter said about every few minutes we would ask him where we were again. so we were just driving around for about 45 minutes. It felt like forever. We all had a moment when we were driving, our friend played the song Kids by MGMT, i don't even like the song really. But it was like the best feeling, you could feel the sounds. We all just closed our eyes, and while driving, its the coolest feeling ever. I had the most intense closed eye visuals. you know those black board things, that when you scratch them theres colors. Its a kids toy, and its got neon colors. I could see like that but there was mostly thin neon colors, and i could see the tires of the car only and the road. we eventually got to a "park" our friend was a lazy sitter and didnt want us to drive us to a good park. In stead we walked through tall grass towards a catholic school that looked like it was sitting on the top of a hill. I looked over in the horizon, it looked like there was flashing colors on the horizon. as if people further away were using a shit load of fireworks at once. And i saw a lot more patterns in stuff, like cement. We were leaving, and this was one of the weirdest moments of my life, i felt like we were in another world, like if doctor seuss's drawings of things like trees and bushes. And it was like this tree that had the path going under it, idk was super fucking awesome. then we went to a real park. I really wanted to bring us to this one place where we could go that police wouldnt find us, because it was about 12 am. And we just layed in the middle of the playground looking at the sky for about 20 mins. There was sooo many more stars, and these red lines in the sky that looked like they divided the stars up. Almost like constilations. and there was this neon greenish fog that the 3 of us saw and our sitter didnt. but then.... a cop drives up, about 2 feet away, we scramble up to our feet and hid behind some play ground. He obviously saw us and was shining his lights over to us. but we were tripping so hard we hardly even cared 30 seconds later. the sitter some how manuvered 3 people tripping away from the cop. THen he took us on this really long way around to the other side of the park so we could get his car. after the cop came the 3 of us refused to let go of each others hands for the next 3 hours at least. The feeling of holding sombodys hand had a way stronger feeling tripping. it was so fantastic. THEN we went to a way smaller park that no cops come by, where we stayed for about an hour staring at the sky. then we went to a parking lot in a good neighborhood so our sitter could sleep. It was 4 am. we had complications with our plans, we planned to stay at sombodys house, but after we took the acid they cancelled on us so we had to sleep out side. well we didnt sleep but our sitter did for a bout 2 hours. We walked up to somewhere to sit. We were not tripping as much, we were starting to come down.. we got there and we just all felt not good for some reason. luckily i prepared for just incase.... 2 awesome joints! we 3 got really high and started to see alot of stuff. It was so cool. if i would just stare, everything would change. my friends turned into birds, except for their heads, because they were moving. there was a brick wall of a school next to us, and we all decided the brick layout was really negative, and bad to look at. but i grew fond of it, and started to see the bricks change size. I saw iguanas on this one tree, like if they were the size of a big dog. then we walked back to the car and didnt want to wake our sitter up because it had only been 2 and a half hours. So we sat quietly in the car just thinking. our minds were so messed up still. but we accidently woke him up at about 6:30 am. he was suprisingly not mad at all. the night felt like it was all a dream. I almost wish it was less intense, because i could not think for most of the time to be honest. I really had no idea what was happening quite often. I kept asking what we were doing every couple minutes. But i went home at 630 un able to sleep because my family was going to some other city for a few days at about 8 am. So was up untill then. But when i was tripping i drank a TON of water and i was getting dehydrated. i COULDNT eat. the only thing i could swallow was cantelope. food just was so nasty seeming to me i felt like i never wanted to eat again. I had a hangover kind of. But no headache, just the nautious feeling. Later on 4 hours in on the car ride i couldnt stand my hunger any more. I decided to eat some cheetos my brother had. i ate one, and it was so hard to do. On the second one i started to gag and threw up. then i just felt so fucking tired for the rest of the day. And i was feeling depressed for a while. But later on we went to this nice lake and the temperature went down to a perfect feeling coolness. i just sat in a lawn chair by my self away from the 5 others i was with. and listening to music. it felt great even though i felt bad it just felt sooo good. the night ended with me becoming friends with a girl i never thought wanted to even talk to me.
I feel like i just wrote a book. I totally could be doing my summer project thats due in 2 days.
I feel like i just wrote a book. I totally could be doing my summer project thats due in 2 days.